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Week One Down

So I weighed myself this am and I am 6 days in, not even a full week since I was eating gravy with a side of mashed potatoes last Monday…and I am down 4.6lbs. Sure, water weight but a loss is a loss and it makes me feel like I am a week closer to where I want to be than I was last week.

I am back on short Starbucks PSL’s so that saves me 5 points a week! Also I haven’t given in to each and every craving I have had and have done my best to practice self control where possible.

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Yes. I do. Today is a cheat day I made banana bread and apple crumble for work last night and had a piece of each. I also had a fish filet sandwich from The One That Got Away which I counted as 10 points. I have no idea what to eat for dinner. I want junk because I didn’t eat great today but that is all the reason I need not to. Salad won’t do it. All I know is that I had the opportunity to pick up a bag of cool ranch Doritos and I didn’t. That in itself is progress.
I have been so good all week! I will stay strong! 🙂

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Chocolate Chip Cookies & Ryan Gosling Shirtless…

…are pretty much the same thing if we are talking deliciousness factor.

I love you so much chocolate chip cookies.  You taste so damn good!  I love you almost as much as Ryan Gosling, although I have never tasted Ryan Gosling, the dreams do seem pretty realistic though. If it means giving you up to get Ryan Gosling one day because I am as sickly hot as Eva Mendes, then I guess I have no choice but to say farewell old friend.

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Day 2.

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Motivation #3: Sexy People Hate Fat People

Greetings Old Friends,

Thanksgiving is truly a magical time of year for me.  The cool crisp air, the orange hue of the sun, the colourful trees and falling leaves – all of it is just perfection in my eyes.  This is the time we remind ourselves of how thankful we should all be for all we are so lucky to have.

This time of year, Thanksgiving also reminds me how important turkey, stuffing, mashed potatoes and gravy are in my life….so much so that I am literally still feeling the effects of my turkey / stuffing / mashed potato / gravy coma of gluttony.  I swear, I hosted Thanksgiving for sixteen people on Friday night and Couldn’t. Stop. Eating. leftovers until last night.  I told myself  (for the 100th time) I CAN’T do this anymore and by “do this” I mean eat like an animal preparing for hibernation.

You may or may not have noticed that I haven’t written here (or anywhere) even once this year.  Last time I posted (where I wrote it, not just 2012 stats) was November 2012 so 11 months ago.  Most likely you don’t care since you all have very important & fabulous lives to think about, but I have started to care and I guess I am the one person that needs to…to ensure success anyway.  I have started this blog up again in an attempt to help keep motivated and accountable.

I’ve now gained back the full 30lbs that I lost last year.  This is old news, since the new news is today is a new day.

I have been searching for motivation which has seemed impossible and it has now clicked – feeling like shit everyday about where I am is not where I want to be.  My first motivation is to look fab in pictures.  Yes, I am that vain and if that’s what works for now, then so be it.  My second motivation is to not be the fat girl anymore..generally, noone actually likes fat people, unless you are fat yourself.  You may be shocked at my bluntness, but it is true.  Think about it and admit it.  I refuse to ignore that little fact anymore and I would rather be disliked and envied for being gorgeous, hot and sexy with an amazing personality than fat and ugly. Besides, my goal is to finish my children’s book and I want to look hot at my book tour to ensure a movie / television & product deal.  The third motivation is Michael Kors Fall boots….sigh….screw these thick calves ’cause I am DONE with them.  The fourth motivation? ONEderland.  I need to get back in the 100’s, bottom line. Of course there are more motivating factors here, but you will learn them as I go.

This is Day 1 Version 5.0.  I have started Weight Watchers today.

Blog Soon, PFF

p.s. I have started an Instagram account since a picture can speak 1000 words (or a 1000 pounds, depending on how you pose and filter) so if you want to follow me there as well, go ahead: phattofittofab


October 15, 2013 · 1:51 PM